back on it...lah

yep, i'm blogging again...seems like a decisive point, so, why not. I've been suppressed for 7 months in Singapore, quite apt, given the political situation here, I'm not going into that in any more detail, I still have to leave the country today, so don't want to get stopped at immigration control :P

taking off to London, via Abu Dhabi tonight, about 7 hours to AD, 3 hours sitting around changing planes, then another 7 hours to Heathrow...catching up with a cousin and a brother, then on to Holland, catching up with some peeps up there...then on to Edinburgh around the 25th, in time to start the new job on August 30th...and, more importantly, catch the tail end of the Edinburgh Fringe :D

So, if you're reading this...good, secondly, consider Edinburgh as a holiday destination, at least you'll know one person there, and I'd be more than happy to host you and show you around...

the "lah" reference - that's what the people round these parts tack on the end of a sentence, it's catchy...take my word for it ;)

what we're not

i've had a good dose of thinking i should be something else for the past 6 months. lots of other things

that can only mean trouble. mostly pain, struggle, using energy...

it went like - i was hearing things from someone i was close to...and taking them negatively every time - then i'd spend a great deal of effort digesting that information, justifying myself, telling myself i was not like that...

sometimes the things weren't intended to be negative, but i managed to take them that way...

so, now...appreciate the lessons, practise and reflect...

a final thought - life seems to make us experts in what we're not...what about dropping all that and being who we actually are? hmmm